Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Majlis Berbuka Puasa di KLBiotech Manufacturing Sdn. Bhd.

Last Sunday, I had the chance to go for my first iftar session for this whole ramadhan...i was actually quite upset that I couldn't join my hubby's office iftar at Putrajaya Marriot last week..ya, why cannot go? why? apa salahnya bawak spouse?!! hehe...those were the questions I bombarded my hubby, when in actually fact, I shouldn't be going and did not go anyway cause I was busy finishing up my take home test, compiler programming, wireless group project and cryptography term paper's presentation slides...fuih, alhamdulillah i've completed it all...so, when I heard that my brother was conducting an iftar for anak yatim again but at his new office this year...i was estatic! but that was after my hubby decided not to go back to his hometown as his wife was miserable and complaining away that she does not have any time to do her work in the morning....its true...sort of...i finally realise that being a mother, and feeling guilty not stimulating my son who needs lots of stimulating because of his condition..does not help this masters student...maybe if ridhwan's development was normal, I would have not felt that guilty and mabe just left him all alone..that's even worse kan...but, alhamdulillah last week is over and now i can concentrate on the 'big one'..

anyway, before I actually start and complete 'the big one', attending an iftar by my brother's company was something to look forward too..who wouldn't! as it is, I didn't sleep the whole night on saturday, well maybe for one hour, that is after sahur..slept at 6 am and woke up at 7 am..then continued completing my wireless group project presentation slides..sume last minute, but alhamdulillah my lecturer liked it...can get A for that ka? hehee... so, after such a hectic weekend, a night out with my family and anak2x yatim was something you don't do that often and should be cherished..

last year, I also had a chance to attend the anak2x yatim iftar at Concorde Hotel by my brother's company..it was a nice occasion as we rarely go out at night as Ridhwan was only 4 months old at that time and the thought of 'meraikan' anak2x yatim really touched my heart...it even touched my heart that my brother was quite selfless and has a very good heart to actually want to do such events...alhamdulillah his company is doing very well and rezeki melimpah, so what better way to enjoy his reap by sharing it with anak2x yatim...

last year event was wonderful as it gave me a chance to talk to some of the anak2x yatim and also we were entertained by a nasyid group from the children...and one of the boy sang so wonderfully, that I was amazed and enlightened to hear such talent and such voice...this year he didn't come I think...yup, this year too my brother called the same group for an iftar..i think he's going to make it a yearly affair kot..wallahualam...

though, what really hit me last year during the nasyid was the one song that i love when i was in uia and it touched my heart, that nearly left me in tears when the children sang..it was a song entitled 'Keluarga Bahagia' by Saujana...yes...when the children sang, I felt sad and could see the children's expression..wishing and hoping for a family... and what touched my heart even more was when some of them were looking at my family, especially the twins happily hugging and laughing with their parents...and then it dawn to me, how I am sooooo lucky to have my parents and for the twins to have my brother and my sis-in-law...and at that, I looked at Ridhwan and felt even touched and 'hiba' and thought about his condition and how much I love my son so much and I want us to be a Keluarga Bahagia sehingga akhir hayat..insya-Allah....as I enjoyed all the nasyid songs, I also enjoyed the food! hehee...though the company was even better and also the childrens made the iftar event even more special...

this year we didn't have the chance to mingle with the children as I was busy carrying Ridhwan, it was hard to bring a stroller there as it was outdoors this year....also, I was just too tired from carrying ridhwan and the exhaustion of an all nite the nite before, so i just decided not to walk around but just sat there...though, we were once again entertained with nasyid songs from the childrens, this time by the girls and they even had nice matching costumes..oh and also, the drum thingy, a kompang and a tamborine..they played quite well! but it was the songs again that touched my heart again..yes, I'm easily touched...hehee...the songs reminded me of UIA as one of the songs was a song I used to sing and play again and again...sigh..I do miss my UIA times..so much I've learned there about life and Islam....and friends I've got to know....

well, to the childrens, mama Ridhwan doa banyak2x dimurahkan rezeki, panjang umur dan menjadi insan yang soleh dan solehah besar nanti..amin..Insya-Allah...and to everyone, may these last ramadhan nites be filled with lots of ibadah and doa so all our heart desires may come true and may we will be panjangkan umur to meet ramadhan again, next year..insya-Allah...

Sebelum berbuka puasa at CEO's room


Comelnya anak mama posing ngan nenek dia


"Mama, lapar lah...bila nak buka puasa nie..makan jari sat lah...nyum! nyum!"


Nenek dan cucu-cucunya...

Mula dah kanak-kanak 'ultraman' nie..hehee



2 comments:

Izan said...

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Israd said...

Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir batin!