At last! No more written exams for me...sigh...but of course there are tonnes of term paper and projects to be completed...sigh..its like a never ending story for me..but I am very thankful that the written tests are over cause i am somehow detesting these test..maybe I've had enough of test...written that is..or i am just plain lazy to study and slog my head for test or exams..but now I have to complete 1. cryptography term paper, 2. javacc compiler program(the most aching thing to do..sigh) 3. take home test cryptography 4.wireless project(thank god this is a group project) and the major of all of them is the special topics to be submitted after raya..thank god..but there goes my raya...buut, at least i can do a proper write up at least..hopefully..or i'll be spending time visiting aje...hehe..no lah, complete this troublesome paper first then enjoy my raya..insya-Allah..
the thought that i'll be completing my masters soon makes me so happy and relieved...right now, somehow, i can't be bothered what I get but as long as its all over..i guess partly cause i won't be working that soon and also, i am so darn exhausted of juggling studies and child rearing...no breeding yet...hahaha...also, its about time ridhwan has full attention from me too...
anyway, my term paper which is supposedly to be completed today..and it is now 11 pm...hmm..meaning, i need to finish it before sahur or in other words need to stay up...and yet I have time to blog...can't help it..love to write...but not write term papers and projects...hehee...well, even before starting this term paper I have the time to read other people blogs and just surf the net..sigh..when am i ever gonna learn...naaaah..hehee..
Its nice to see some of my friends enjoying their time doing masters in UK and visiting places as they are studying..as much as I envy them, I am thankful that I did my masters here in Malayisa..especially when you have a child kan..a special needs child lagi..i don't know how i'd survive overseas if i were to do my masters overseas and have ridhwan along..maybe i would be even stronger..but right now, I am so thankful to Allah that I have wonderful supportive parents who helps me as much as they can in terms of time and financial..even if my heart has quite given up in wanting to do very well in my masters this sem..but this masters is for them too, for all their effort and encouragement to their only daughter..it is to Ridhwan too i dedicate this Masters too, your mama may not be much of a 'master' in her so called Msc. in Comp. Science but this masters is for you my son..may you never stop fighting as you have always been a fighter all this while...
Okay, enough blogging and visiting blog...oh my, i feel so sleepy already..tu lah, sapa suruh makan trifle lagi..hehe..can't resist my mom's yummy scrumptious trifle...its been quite some time she hasn't done it...well, off to the term paper now...ciao!
the thought that i'll be completing my masters soon makes me so happy and relieved...right now, somehow, i can't be bothered what I get but as long as its all over..i guess partly cause i won't be working that soon and also, i am so darn exhausted of juggling studies and child rearing...no breeding yet...hahaha...also, its about time ridhwan has full attention from me too...
anyway, my term paper which is supposedly to be completed today..and it is now 11 pm...hmm..meaning, i need to finish it before sahur or in other words need to stay up...and yet I have time to blog...can't help it..love to write...but not write term papers and projects...hehee...well, even before starting this term paper I have the time to read other people blogs and just surf the net..sigh..when am i ever gonna learn...naaaah..hehee..
Its nice to see some of my friends enjoying their time doing masters in UK and visiting places as they are studying..as much as I envy them, I am thankful that I did my masters here in Malayisa..especially when you have a child kan..a special needs child lagi..i don't know how i'd survive overseas if i were to do my masters overseas and have ridhwan along..maybe i would be even stronger..but right now, I am so thankful to Allah that I have wonderful supportive parents who helps me as much as they can in terms of time and financial..even if my heart has quite given up in wanting to do very well in my masters this sem..but this masters is for them too, for all their effort and encouragement to their only daughter..it is to Ridhwan too i dedicate this Masters too, your mama may not be much of a 'master' in her so called Msc. in Comp. Science but this masters is for you my son..may you never stop fighting as you have always been a fighter all this while...
Okay, enough blogging and visiting blog...oh my, i feel so sleepy already..tu lah, sapa suruh makan trifle lagi..hehe..can't resist my mom's yummy scrumptious trifle...its been quite some time she hasn't done it...well, off to the term paper now...ciao!
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