Hmm..I have been soooooo lazy to update these days..and I mean soooo lazy..all I've been doing is read other friends blog and that's it....to comment pun malassss...hehee...well....maybe its the hormone...or is it...hmm...dunno lah....all I know past 3 months have been difficult for me...oh yes...it was...with my high fever at one time and being nearly warded....oh my....the emotional downhill that was dragging me into the world of depression.....hmm....but Alhamdulillah, I think I am more of myself now..I think...hahaa...
Anyway, the reason being of me being extra emotional at times like this is....yes everyone...Ridhwan is gonna have a little adik soon! Alhamdulillah...after nearly 5 years, I am going to be a mother again...Insya-Allah...this was really not planned but for me this is the best rezeki Allah can ever give me....alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah....so that explains why my entry before this was about emotional downhill as that was what I was feeling last 3 months....mostly because maybe I wasn't prepared to deal with how am I going to give therapy to Ridhwan and even drive him to therapy..okay, maybe driving was not much an issue but the fact that my gynae had warned me that I couldn't carry him anymore...that broke my heart in two...but that is a fact isn't it..how can a pregnant lady be carrying a 20 kg boy around anymore...oh yes, he is already 20kg!!! ...so last 3months...probably being the first trimester for me...was quite the hardest for me....emotionally..physically..mentally...eveything lah...but Alhamdulillah..I am better now...and strength is slowly back..Insya-Allah I'll start giving his daily dose of therapy like before or as much as I can...I do have to face the fact that I am not as strong as before...but I try my best kan...amin..Insya-Allah...
So, no more lazing around mama Ridhwan..pick yourself up again girl!! Try to do as much as I can within these few months before i become more sarat...insya-Allah...and do pray for a safe and comfortable pregnancy for me ya everyone, amin, Insya-Allah....
Will update more soon! ;)
Anyway, the reason being of me being extra emotional at times like this is....yes everyone...Ridhwan is gonna have a little adik soon! Alhamdulillah...after nearly 5 years, I am going to be a mother again...Insya-Allah...this was really not planned but for me this is the best rezeki Allah can ever give me....alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah....so that explains why my entry before this was about emotional downhill as that was what I was feeling last 3 months....mostly because maybe I wasn't prepared to deal with how am I going to give therapy to Ridhwan and even drive him to therapy..okay, maybe driving was not much an issue but the fact that my gynae had warned me that I couldn't carry him anymore...that broke my heart in two...but that is a fact isn't it..how can a pregnant lady be carrying a 20 kg boy around anymore...oh yes, he is already 20kg!!! ...so last 3months...probably being the first trimester for me...was quite the hardest for me....emotionally..physically..mentally...eveything lah...but Alhamdulillah..I am better now...and strength is slowly back..Insya-Allah I'll start giving his daily dose of therapy like before or as much as I can...I do have to face the fact that I am not as strong as before...but I try my best kan...amin..Insya-Allah...
So, no more lazing around mama Ridhwan..pick yourself up again girl!! Try to do as much as I can within these few months before i become more sarat...insya-Allah...and do pray for a safe and comfortable pregnancy for me ya everyone, amin, Insya-Allah....
Will update more soon! ;)
3 comments:
take care of urself reenaz.
aku hari tu dok dukung gak harith sekali sekala, even tarik dier on tube masa buat snow tubing sbb kesian kat ayah dier mcm nak hilang napas... hehehe...
thanks zatil! hehee...sian azrul macam nak ilang napas yea, for the love of our child ya ;)
tu lah, sekarang ijan take over jaga ridhwan tapi malam and weekend je lah, tapi bila dia travel memang kena jaga sendiri gak lah tapi alhamdulillah tinggal ngan parents lagik so atuk dia leh tolong angkatkan ridhwan...dia dah 20 kg!! berat worr..nie tengah bertungkus lumus nak buat dia jalan sendiri ..kalau tak kaki kiri jengket skit memang dah leh lari dah ridhwan nie...panjat sofa memang dah expert ;) hehee...
woww!! progressing very well... good job reenaz and ridhwan! ops! and ijan too for all the hard works :)
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