Before I was a Mum
by Balqish(taken from Friendster)
Before I was a Mum
I made and ate hot meals.
I had unstained clothing.
I had quiet conversations on the phone.
Before I was a Mum,
I slept as late as I wanted
And never worried about how late I got
into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.
Before I was a Mum
I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot
words of lullabies.
Before I was a Mum
I didnt worry whether or not my plants
were poisonous. I never thought of
immunizations
Before I was a Mum
I had never been puked on
Pooped on
Spit on
Chewed on
Peed on
Or pinched by tiny fingers
Before I was a Mum I had complete control of
My Thoughts
My Body
And my mind.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mum
I never held down a screaming child so
that doctors could do tests
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a
simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mum
I never held a sleeping baby just
because I didnt want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a
million pieces when I couldnt stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone
so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mum.
Before I was a Mum
I didnt know the feeling of having my
heart outside my body.
Happy birthday, dear me!
3 years ago
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