Gosh, it has been quite some I've not written in my blog here....have not been too far away from the blog world actually..just kept quiet for some time by reading peoples blog but was so darn lazy to write in my own...hehee...
Anyway, after Ridhwan was warded in the hospital last year in October I was just not in the mood to write or tell any stories....yup...he was warded...my biggest fear hit me...but alhamdulillah he is fine now....though, last syawal had to be the worst syawal I've ever experienced as I spent nearly 3 weeks in SDMC of formerly known as SJMC paed ward...and Ridhwan's fits was at its worst at that time...I was crying nearly every other day..or was it everyday..hmm..can't seem to remember that though...mana taknya, Ridhwan had to go through 6 times..or was it 7..hmm..shows that I don't really want to remember what happened ya....anyway, Ridhwan has to be inserted the IV for 6 times as his IV line could only last 1 day!!! and mind you, he had to have an IV in his oh so small cute little veins as his fits was coming and going nearly everyday...so he needed fast reaction to stop the fits entirely.....sigh....anyway, thanks so much to friends who came to visit, Belin and Juan, Chery, Hani, Syida and Shahril, Ayin and Ian...and also thanks to friends for the sms(s) and calls for words of comfort and support...but I must admit, that time, it was the hardest for me to see Ridhwan being warded...probably because he is bigger so he shows more pain and upset unlike when he was younger...his emotions was clearly seen and the fact that 6 times being poked by the needle!! That was a bit too mucnh for me....but we had to do it cause he needed fast medication....When I think back, it was also sad that my parents had to 'tapau' open house food for me and hubby since we were stuck in SJMC that time and couldn't enjoy the yearly open house that we have initially planned to go to...as they say, semua ketentuan Allah, kita merancang Allah yang tentukan...however, I'm am so glad we were in good hands, our ever dedicated neuro paed...without her, I don't know how else we could have made the fits stop....she is one dedicated neuro paed and I salute her so much for her dedication and determination in treating her child patients...thank you dear dr....
Well...enough of the sad story...despita what happened last year...alhamdulillah Ridhwan has progressed so much now! He is learning how to walk much better now...he has learn to hold himself up in his cot and stand by himself!! Yeaa ridhwan!! And he is also learning to cruise! Wooohoo! Though, now the only thing that is stopping him from walking perfectly is his tip toeing which I am working hard to address that issue by using his AFO....hmmmm.....Vocal wise, he is yakkity yaking everyday with me! Heehee...not only that, he knows dual languange these days, which my rehad dr. is very pleased as she has mention this so many times to me that, most children like ridhwan will be quite late in their speech...but not my Ridhwan ;) Oh no, not Ridhwan, his mama will make him talk! Heeheee...macam slave driver aje bunyinya yea...but as they say, no pain, no gain...I can't just be sitting around waiting for a miracle to happen when lots of work need to be done kan...Insya-Allah....
So, more work to me, continuous work and news ones too..even our neuro paed is giving me new 'work' to do...alamak dr, such high expectations you have towards me ke? ...Insya-Allah I'll try me best for Ridhwan's sake...and well maybe for others too ya...Insya-Allah...these are some recent photos of Ridhwan having fun! Till then, will write more about his updates and going ons in my life soon ya....ciao!
Ridhwan at KLCC park
Ridhwan playing his piano!
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its good to hear from you again.
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