Happy birthday, dear me!
3 years ago
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
So many things to share but so little time..
Yes, I've promised to update on a lot of things ya but so many things have happened and are happening at the same time that I don't know which stories to tell...hehee...
Anyway, was suppose to tell about Ridhwan's seizures episode and he was warded in July right...well, so much for that update, he was warded again before 'Merdeka' due to pneumonia, but Alhamdulillah we only stayed until Merdeka day, though this time my health was not at its best as since I was taking care of Ridhwan with his cough and sneezing, not knowing it was pneumonia, but mother's instinct felt it might be...anyway, I contracted the flu too! Gosh, once again I was sick again...how depressing it was for me..this has been a very hard pregnancy for me..in terms of dugaan and health wise lah...but met the gynae got some medications, eventhough I really didn't want any but thinking Ridhwan has pneumonia, what do I have then?? Fear of that led me to think, better take some than nothing at all for the sake of me and baby.... So i took some with a sad heart but now feelin much better....so because of my health, first time in my life I did not sleep in the ward with Ridhwan!! Huwaaaa! That depressed me too because never have I not been with him when he is in pain or sick.. But hubby stayed for all those 6 nights in the ward and that I saw what a truly lucky wife I am to have married such a loving and dedicated husband cum father...and his perseverance and patience has made me love him even more...I am truly blessed....Alhamdulillah....so, now Alhamdulillah we are back home safe and sound...preparing and waiting for Raya...my Ramadhan? sad to say, many ibadahs were put on hold due to the trips to hospitals and my health...sob...sob...but all I can do is pray hard that even small or not much ibadah that have been done during this Ramadhan is accepted and blessed by Allah...amin...Insya-Allah...
Ridhwan's birthday in June? Nantilah update yea..that would take one post to tell! ;) Heheee...in short, Ridhwan had fun, the kids had fun, the teachers had headaches to stop them from playing the toys in their goody bags, my fault also! Hahaahaa..but it was a really nice small party that I've always wanted for my dear son....
Happy 7th Anniversary to me and hubby! Yes, alhamdulillah, it is our 7th anniversary already....gosh how time flies so fast yea...in 3 years time, masuk 10!! Wow! I am so blessed to have married a wonderful man...such patience...such love and care is seen in him with each passing day...May Allah give berkah and rahmah to our marriage today and tomorrow and years to come, Insya-Allah...I love you abang!! May we both be soleh and solehah husband and wife and be strong as one in whatever we shall face in future and at present...amin...
Next, would be my....delivery???!! I am now counting weeks...can't believe it I am now in my 8th month..ending of 8th month lagi..baby alhamdulillah has been growing fine...fear...yes, as many blogs I have read, once you had a special needs child, the fear is there for the 2nd one or future...but I have faith in Allah and I believe at the end of the day, Allah knows best what to give us isn't it...so may Allah give me a sihat, sempurna and soleh baby..amin ....amin...and thank you Allah so much for giving me a 2nd chance to be able to be a mother to another child...my darling 2nd one is really a rezeki from Allah that I can never thank enough...do pray for a safe and quick delivery for me ya....will tell when 2nd one is here....
Well, that's about it for now....many things to tell but time is constraint now....for all muslims out there, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir dan Batin! Have a safe journey to wherever you're going before, during and after raya, have a nice raya too, enjoy the food, hehee..I will...and especially the company of your family and friends...we never know when a family may leave us forever, so take this time to seek forgiveness from them and enjoy their presence right now....take care everyone! Ikhlas from me, hubby and Ridhwan!! Salam Aidilfitri to all!!
Anyway, was suppose to tell about Ridhwan's seizures episode and he was warded in July right...well, so much for that update, he was warded again before 'Merdeka' due to pneumonia, but Alhamdulillah we only stayed until Merdeka day, though this time my health was not at its best as since I was taking care of Ridhwan with his cough and sneezing, not knowing it was pneumonia, but mother's instinct felt it might be...anyway, I contracted the flu too! Gosh, once again I was sick again...how depressing it was for me..this has been a very hard pregnancy for me..in terms of dugaan and health wise lah...but met the gynae got some medications, eventhough I really didn't want any but thinking Ridhwan has pneumonia, what do I have then?? Fear of that led me to think, better take some than nothing at all for the sake of me and baby.... So i took some with a sad heart but now feelin much better....so because of my health, first time in my life I did not sleep in the ward with Ridhwan!! Huwaaaa! That depressed me too because never have I not been with him when he is in pain or sick.. But hubby stayed for all those 6 nights in the ward and that I saw what a truly lucky wife I am to have married such a loving and dedicated husband cum father...and his perseverance and patience has made me love him even more...I am truly blessed....Alhamdulillah....so, now Alhamdulillah we are back home safe and sound...preparing and waiting for Raya...my Ramadhan? sad to say, many ibadahs were put on hold due to the trips to hospitals and my health...sob...sob...but all I can do is pray hard that even small or not much ibadah that have been done during this Ramadhan is accepted and blessed by Allah...amin...Insya-Allah...
Ridhwan's birthday in June? Nantilah update yea..that would take one post to tell! ;) Heheee...in short, Ridhwan had fun, the kids had fun, the teachers had headaches to stop them from playing the toys in their goody bags, my fault also! Hahaahaa..but it was a really nice small party that I've always wanted for my dear son....
Happy 7th Anniversary to me and hubby! Yes, alhamdulillah, it is our 7th anniversary already....gosh how time flies so fast yea...in 3 years time, masuk 10!! Wow! I am so blessed to have married a wonderful man...such patience...such love and care is seen in him with each passing day...May Allah give berkah and rahmah to our marriage today and tomorrow and years to come, Insya-Allah...I love you abang!! May we both be soleh and solehah husband and wife and be strong as one in whatever we shall face in future and at present...amin...
Next, would be my....delivery???!! I am now counting weeks...can't believe it I am now in my 8th month..ending of 8th month lagi..baby alhamdulillah has been growing fine...fear...yes, as many blogs I have read, once you had a special needs child, the fear is there for the 2nd one or future...but I have faith in Allah and I believe at the end of the day, Allah knows best what to give us isn't it...so may Allah give me a sihat, sempurna and soleh baby..amin ....amin...and thank you Allah so much for giving me a 2nd chance to be able to be a mother to another child...my darling 2nd one is really a rezeki from Allah that I can never thank enough...do pray for a safe and quick delivery for me ya....will tell when 2nd one is here....
Well, that's about it for now....many things to tell but time is constraint now....for all muslims out there, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir dan Batin! Have a safe journey to wherever you're going before, during and after raya, have a nice raya too, enjoy the food, hehee..I will...and especially the company of your family and friends...we never know when a family may leave us forever, so take this time to seek forgiveness from them and enjoy their presence right now....take care everyone! Ikhlas from me, hubby and Ridhwan!! Salam Aidilfitri to all!!
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