long lost sunway mate...

For a mother who occupies herself with her child's need so much instead of hers these days, it feels so good to meet a friend which I've not met in years....How funny that I would meet her after all these years at SJMC when Ridhwan was having his physiotherapy...and Allah work in such wonders that it so happened I had to make a phone call and so stepped out of the physio department trying to make a call and she caught a glance of me while wanting to cross over the bridge..and there you were!...and the best part about meeting her was the fact that even though we've not met or talked face to face for such a long time, we just knew about each other and was asking about a lot of things about our lives, as if we've just met a few days or weeks ago....which we actually only know from reading each other blogs! Heehee...how ironic ya...so these blogs we have is actually quite great and cool, cause even if your a cyberspace away, you get to catch up on your friends even if you don't actually meet them or even 'tegur' them in their blog cause you know, no matter where you are or what you are doing, your friend thinks about you, wishes you well and pray for you at times when you are in need...so to dear Izreen, it was really great to see dear! Hope your wrist is much better now...and yes, it was really nice to see you again after all this years...take care dear! and kisses to your cute tomel-ion! ;o)..oh and let her cry, really, its good for her lungs, gets more oxygen to the brain and also, its good to know that she can show her emotions well and have a great cry to cry her lungs out...hmm...now i know how this phrase came about ya...hehee

Marriage...family

You know, ever since my aunt had stroke, I learned a very valuable lesson...one, no matter how much money you have in the world or acquired all the riches of the world, nothing beats a healthy body...which sad to say, I've been neglecting for quite some time...sigh...but since I've learned this lesson, I hope I learn it and apply good lifestyle after this to ensure a better and healthier lifestyle....amin...insya-Allah...

Another lesson that I learned which is also important...is about marriage...I sometimes tell myself, some people live to be alone, which some may not exactly want to and was never lucky enough to find the one true partner and some may really want to settle down but was also not having much luck or always seems to meet the wrong one...but hey, who am I to judge people's love life right and heck, I thought I'd never find the one true man too...in actual truth, I think, there's no such thing as 'the one'...but I do see now how beautiful marriage and having a family is when you are all alone lying on a bed in a hospital....when all you can hope is your siblings and their children would hopefully occasionally come and visit you and maybe stay awhile or long enough to accompany you in your crucial times...this is where I am so thankful to be given a husband by Allah...to be given a child, where some may say he's not perfect and have special needs, which to me I can tell them, what do you know about perfect or normal, are you perfect or normal yourself? ....but this is where I see the beauty of having a partner and a family to be there for you and with you at times in pain, sorrow and grief...nothing beats a love from a husband, nothing beats a love from a child...i love you abang and you too Ridhwan...mama is sooooo lucky to have you in my life and mama will try my best to be a better wife and mother as best as I can cause you both are the world to me...and I hope one day, if I should fall sick, you both and hopefully more of Ridhwan's sibling will be by my side all the way...wallahualam...